| Location | Middlesbrough |
| Age | 37 years |
| Date of Birth | 11/05/1972 |
| Date of Death | 25/10/2009 |
| Visitors | 4,593 since 30/11/2009 |
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paul was a loving husband to sue and devoted dad of jason,owen,curtis and adam, paul was a popular person and loved by many he could walk into a room full of strangers and could leave being every one friend he loved spending time with me and our sons on family holidays and snowboarding with friends he sadly pased away far to young and still had so much to live for he will carry on living in all our hearts and through his boys loved and missed so much till we meet again goodnight and godbless xxx or as paul would say see you later darls xxx
well paul its been 17 years since we became man and wife i always imaged we would grow old together but sadly it wasnt to be ide give anything to have you back home with us where u belong we love you and miss you so much life is so cruell at times its just so unfair ime sorry for being upset paul but i need you here to guide me and ile never understand how it came to this me and our boys loved you but sady that wasnt enough please help me understand why xxx
its been 3 years today since the angels called your name we would give any thing to have you back home with us again our lifes have changed so much you were the back bone that held us together we still talk of you every day with pride i just wish it didnt have to end this way hope you found peace and are at rest with your mam and darren they will take good care of you up there whilst i take care of our boys down here till the day were all back together we send you our love xxxx
oh paul if only you knew how much i missed you its been 2 1/2 yrs since u left us it hurts so much paul i cant get use to living without youevery day ime doing my best for our boys but we miss u so much why did u leave us paul we needed you things would of got better if only ude give it a chance now ime left to deal with it on my own we love and miss you every day ive fell out with family but i dont care cause aslong as i have a breath in my body ile stand by you cause thats wat wifes do please if u can give us a sign to let us know ure still with us each and every step in our lifes we will always love you xxxxx
hiya babe well was owens 18th on friday which was a day of mixed emotions he should of had his dad 2 take him for his 1st legall pint but i do believe it was your way of letting us know u were there in the restaraunt wen ure song started playing thanks for that it meant a lot u would be so proud of him all grown up i so wish things could of been diffrent paul if only u knew the heartache u were leaving behind i guess ile never know wat happened on that awfull night but i honestly believe something went tragically wrong keep us all safe and keep giving us the little signs so i know your still protecting us we love and miss you more than you could ever know sleep well beautiful xxx
another lonley xmas is upon us paul and it still hurts so much 2 celebrate without you by our sides watching the lads open there presents and 2 see there smiling faces i know we have our memories but its just not enough we cant hold a memories hand or kiss a memories smiling face i know i have 2 be brave and carry on the best i can for the lads sake but our lifes will never again be complete you were the main link 2 our family the strongest piece that held us together keep shining down on us till we all meet again you will always have all our love merry xmas with the angels darl xxx
2nd angel day xxx
2 long and lonley years without you so much has changed in our lives since u been gone but 1 thing will never change thats our love for you miss u more each day but its another day closer 2 been back in your arms xxxx
hiya babe its still aint any easier as you know were moving to a new house soon its quiet scary as ive never done it on my own ive always had you beside me sorting it all out but i know you will be with us in spirit as you always are keeping us all safe love u, miss u , need u sleep well till were back together xxx
hiya darl , people keep telling me it gets easier in time but thats so not true every day with out you gets harder i dont think ile ever be able to come to terms with you no longer been a part of our lifes each time i go out i still expect you to be waiting for me coming home i have our family and friends but nothing comes close to what we had together i love and miss you more than you could ever know ime just so gratefull we have the boys i wish more than anything you could share in the celebrations with us as u know yesterday was curtis,s birthday and nothing seems right anymore ime doing my best paul and i know you would be so proud of the kids and how well there all doing i see the hurt in there eyes but they are been really strong i just wish things could have been diffrent we had so many plans and you had so much to live for i just wish you could of seen that ile sign of now speak to you soon always remember no amount of time could ever change our love for you nite nite darl sweet dreams xxx
wishing you a happy birthday darl loved and missed every minute of everyday till we meet again take care and keep me and our boys safe xxx
people say it will get easier in time paul but thats so untrue everyday without you here with us is getting harder to bear, what makes it harder is ive been having dreams were your back here with us and its all been a terrible dream then the first few seconds after i wake i think your there then i turn over see your empty space in our bed then the reality hits me and the heartbreak starts again sometimes i wish i could just go to sleep and not wake up to the pain full reality of life without you but i know thats not what you would want and i need to be strong for our boys ime trying so hard i just cant face reality that your gone forever i love & miss you so much xxx
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